I'm just having one of those bad weeks and today is just a personal bad day...I didnt want to wake up but thankfully I did and I started the day listening to a seminar at church which was amazing but now I am having a full blown bad girl day.  In the past hour I've put on 6 shirts on, 3 pairs of pants, tried flatironing my hair and I still am feeling ugly and fat...because my roomie is gone, I've screamed 3 times, slammed doors, etc...just mad...why do you ask, I havent a clue!  I have actually had a bad attitude since wed, mostly because of work but today its all inward...I really hate days when I am hating myself, it takes every ounce in me to look at myself from a different perspective, aka God's perspective.  And even as I write that I'm not there...I don't even want to try to be honest, yes this shall pass and probably in a little bit but I needed to just vent for a few mins...so I shall send this out and work it out...